

Last night as I was driving my kids & I back 'home' (Salem for today) at 10 pm, we ran into construction. Part of the road was blocked. We sat in a line for 20 minutes waiting for a lead car to forge the way through the construction zone at an amazingly slow rate of speed for about 12 miles. I had planned on being home by a certain time but was obviously delayed. We all want to hear what is going to happen next in life. I have been asked many times, "What does the next 5 years of your life look like?" I have decided that only those in control of their own lives have the luxury of answering that kind of question with certainty. We are not in control of our lives. People ask us, "When are you going to move to France?" What I want to say is, "If God lets you in on it, please tell us, because so far he has kept it a secret."
That is our life. One detour or roadblock after another. I sometimes wonder if it has anything to do with something we have done wrong or missed doing altogether. God has never given me an answer to that. I have come to the conclusion that our life will continue to be like this indefinitely. Sometimes I envy people who have a home, a regular job, and a life which is predictable. Then I remember that is not what I signed up for, nor what I asked for. When I decided that I was no longer going to straddle the fence of Christianity that I was really going to live completely for Christ - I specifically asked God if he could make sure my life was an adventure, not mundane. I don't like to sit still and I love to have fun. Well, that is what life has been for the past 13 years. One adventure after another. It has been fun, scary, humbling, painful, and exciting. I think I am ready though to settle a bit. I keep asking God if that would be ok with him . . .